1 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:16,760 Just sometimes it helps distract me... 2 00:00:16,760 --> 00:00:19,040 ..from the sound. 3 00:00:20,040 --> 00:00:22,040 The one that's always there. 4 00:00:23,040 --> 00:00:24,520 Everywhere. 5 00:00:26,280 --> 00:00:28,040 Or I lose myself. 6 00:00:32,800 --> 00:00:34,360 HUMMING 7 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:37,280 I definitely thought it was sleep deprivation at first. 8 00:00:37,280 --> 00:00:40,520 Like, before you fall asleep and you think you're falling. 9 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:47,040 I, like... I see the ground open up in front of me. 10 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:52,520 But since we started talking... 11 00:00:54,040 --> 00:00:58,040 ..they started to get more, like, epic. 12 00:01:05,040 --> 00:01:06,760 They got really bad. 13 00:01:08,560 --> 00:01:11,520 Nights of no sleep and my head pounding. 14 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:16,120 And there were a few times where all I could think about 15 00:01:16,120 --> 00:01:18,040 was killing myself... 16 00:01:19,040 --> 00:01:20,680 ..on repeat. 17 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:24,280 I'm so sorry. 18 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:26,280 No, I mean... 19 00:01:26,280 --> 00:01:30,280 ..I got that a few times before, but nothing like this. 20 00:01:34,040 --> 00:01:36,760 I mean, I thought my brain was broken. 21 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:39,040 I felt so fucking alone. 22 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:40,960 INTENSE HUMMING 23 00:01:41,960 --> 00:01:43,960 But, you know, that's changed... 24 00:01:44,960 --> 00:01:46,520 ..obviously. 25 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:50,360 I love you. 26 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:57,600 I don't mean that I'm in love with you, but... 27 00:02:04,040 --> 00:02:05,760 ..I love you. 28 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:05,520 HUMMING 29 00:03:05,520 --> 00:03:07,520 THEY GIGGLE 30 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:10,880 HUMMING BUILDS 31 00:03:14,000 --> 00:03:15,760 GROANING 32 00:03:24,000 --> 00:03:26,040 THEY LAUGH 33 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:14,920 Bye. See you. 34 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,040 INTENSE HUMMING 35 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:13,040 HUMMING FADES 36 00:05:43,760 --> 00:05:45,840 RUNNING WATER 37 00:06:21,000 --> 00:06:22,520 PHONE BUZZES 38 00:06:22,520 --> 00:06:24,520 Morning. I hope you're OK. 39 00:06:24,520 --> 00:06:27,520 It would be good to talk today if you can. 40 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:32,280 Sweetheart, I'm worried about you. 41 00:06:34,040 --> 00:06:35,920 Can we just talk, Kyle? 42 00:06:37,280 --> 00:06:39,760 Kyle, please. 43 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:56,920 Hi. 44 00:06:58,520 --> 00:07:00,040 Erm... 45 00:07:01,720 --> 00:07:04,280 ..I am OK. 46 00:07:04,280 --> 00:07:05,760 Erm... 47 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:09,040 I mean, I've been not OK. 48 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:13,360 It's been awful. 49 00:07:13,360 --> 00:07:15,520 About as awful as it gets, but... 50 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:21,840 ..something happened. I'm... 51 00:07:24,280 --> 00:07:25,840 No. No, no. 52 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:27,760 I did something. 53 00:07:30,040 --> 00:07:32,040 I broke through. 54 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:38,040 And I am really... 55 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:39,680 ..OK. 56 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:47,760 I'm fine. OK, good. Good. 57 00:07:47,760 --> 00:07:50,440 Are you staying with someone or are you on your own? 58 00:07:50,440 --> 00:07:52,120 I don't want you to worry. 59 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:55,040 If you are not here, worrying about you is all I've got. 60 00:07:55,040 --> 00:07:59,040 Is it that woman or is it that... OK. ..group of whatever...? I... 61 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:00,800 Fuck off. 62 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:12,040 DOORBELL 63 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:20,840 It's like a rip. 64 00:08:23,040 --> 00:08:25,520 It's like the universe has been... 65 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:27,280 ..torn open. 66 00:08:32,040 --> 00:08:33,680 And... 67 00:08:34,680 --> 00:08:38,280 And everything comes from inside the hum... 68 00:08:40,760 --> 00:08:42,520 ..and inside of me. 69 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:47,520 And... 70 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:53,040 ..it's like I'm being pulled inside of it. 71 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:56,680 SHE EXHALES 72 00:08:59,280 --> 00:09:01,040 And every... 73 00:09:01,040 --> 00:09:03,040 HUMMING 74 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:04,760 ..every atom... 75 00:09:05,760 --> 00:09:07,520 ..in our bodies... 76 00:09:08,520 --> 00:09:11,040 ..found their frequency. 77 00:09:11,040 --> 00:09:12,760 HUMMING BUILDS 78 00:09:12,760 --> 00:09:14,680 And we found it... 79 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:19,040 ..and we stayed in it. 80 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:21,160 SHE LAUGHS 81 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:24,760 And you don't remember how long? 82 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:28,920 Erm... A while. 83 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:30,760 HUMMING CONTINUES 84 00:09:33,040 --> 00:09:35,040 SHE LAUGHS 85 00:09:35,040 --> 00:09:36,680 I didn't get it. 86 00:09:37,680 --> 00:09:42,080 I couldn't get it before this, but now... Now I... I get it. 87 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:43,760 No, it's wonderful. 88 00:09:43,760 --> 00:09:45,920 It's truly... It's just... 89 00:09:45,920 --> 00:09:49,280 ..you shouldn't really be listening on your own. 90 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:55,040 You're joking? 91 00:09:55,040 --> 00:09:56,520 I... 92 00:09:56,520 --> 00:09:58,360 HUMMING FADES 93 00:10:03,760 --> 00:10:07,360 Were you telling me that the two of you never do it just the two of you? 94 00:10:08,520 --> 00:10:11,280 We've been doing this for far longer. 95 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:16,120 I'm sorry, but, I mean, I thought... 96 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:20,280 ..we were just doing what you encouraged us to do. 97 00:10:20,280 --> 00:10:22,400 Without a proper guide, 98 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:26,760 this can tip into something very frightening. 99 00:10:26,760 --> 00:10:29,040 A state closer to psychosis. 100 00:10:29,040 --> 00:10:30,680 No, no... 101 00:10:30,680 --> 00:10:32,280 No. 102 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:34,520 Your physical symptoms... HUMMING 103 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:36,520 ..what happened in the shower... 104 00:10:36,520 --> 00:10:40,760 ECHOING: ..your sleeplessness, seemed particularly acute, 105 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:44,680 and this suggests that you might be more susceptible to... 106 00:10:44,680 --> 00:10:48,040 INTENSE HUMMING ..becoming lost in it, 107 00:10:48,040 --> 00:10:50,520 and that can be very scary, Claire. 108 00:10:50,520 --> 00:10:53,280 No, no, it's... No, no... 109 00:10:53,280 --> 00:10:56,040 Claire... We know, we know. Just drink your tea. 110 00:10:56,040 --> 00:10:58,920 ..you're on a precipice. No, no, this felt different. 111 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:02,520 It felt... We know, we know. Now, drink your tea. 112 00:11:02,520 --> 00:11:04,160 There's Ayurvedic herbs that have 113 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:06,280 very powerful anti-psychotic properties. 114 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:08,760 You've got turmeric... INTENSE HUMMING 115 00:11:08,760 --> 00:11:11,640 I used to drink a lot at the beginning. 116 00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:13,120 It's just... 117 00:11:13,120 --> 00:11:14,520 Is she... 118 00:11:14,520 --> 00:11:16,520 Is she... Are you... Are you OK? 119 00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:18,040 Yeah. 120 00:11:18,040 --> 00:11:20,760 It's just a headache. 121 00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:22,520 Just drink your tea. 122 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:25,520 There's Ayurvedic herbs that have very powerful 123 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:27,400 anti-psychotic properties. 124 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:31,440 Water hyssop, ground turmeric, ashwagandha, shatavari, maca root, 125 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:33,920 estradiol, valerian. 126 00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:36,360 I used to drink a lot at the beginning. 127 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:40,760 Do you want to lie down? Yeah. OK, good. Good idea. 128 00:11:44,920 --> 00:11:46,680 Take the spare room. 129 00:11:46,680 --> 00:11:49,760 ECHOING: Claire, you're on a precipice. 130 00:11:51,520 --> 00:11:56,480 We need to be very careful how we can guide you back, OK? 131 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,560 SHE GASPS 132 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:11,760 HUMMING 133 00:12:22,600 --> 00:12:24,520 SHE GASPS 134 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:26,440 SHE PANTS 135 00:12:28,280 --> 00:12:30,040 Oh...! 136 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:53,040 HUMMING 137 00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:04,040 HUMMING BUILDS 138 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:35,040 ALL: Aaaaaaaaaaah... 139 00:13:39,040 --> 00:13:40,760 Welcome back. 140 00:13:41,760 --> 00:13:43,520 Just find a spot. 141 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:53,360 ALL: Aaaaaaaaaaa... 142 00:13:53,360 --> 00:14:00,400 ..aaaaaaaaaaa... 143 00:14:00,400 --> 00:14:07,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaa... 144 00:14:07,040 --> 00:14:14,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaa... 145 00:14:14,040 --> 00:14:21,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaa... 146 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:28,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaa... 147 00:14:28,040 --> 00:14:31,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaah... 148 00:14:31,040 --> 00:14:33,240 HUMMING 149 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,520 HUMMING BUILDS 150 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:10,760 Hello? 151 00:15:14,040 --> 00:15:17,280 She's with them, Dad. Can you just call her? 152 00:15:17,280 --> 00:15:20,760 Look, I don't think me harassing her is going to do any good, Ash. 153 00:15:20,760 --> 00:15:22,760 Can you just wait for her? 154 00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:26,240 Come here. 155 00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:34,160 What the fuck is happening to her? I don't know. 156 00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:36,040 DOORBELL 157 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:41,920 Oh, hi. 158 00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:45,040 You won't go back, will you? 159 00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:48,360 You know it's just fear pulling you there. 160 00:15:49,520 --> 00:15:52,920 Yeah, well, that felt really fucking good just now. 161 00:15:52,920 --> 00:15:54,280 Yeah? 162 00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:58,280 What's up with the phones? In the bowl? 163 00:15:58,280 --> 00:16:02,280 Oh, we found it helps everyone be more focused, more present. 164 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:05,120 How are you feeling? 165 00:16:05,120 --> 00:16:06,680 Good. 166 00:16:07,680 --> 00:16:10,040 It felt really great being with everyone. 167 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:13,760 You were right, go forward with the group. 168 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:16,680 SIOBHAN: I have no idea where he's been sleeping. 169 00:16:16,680 --> 00:16:18,440 What? For how long? 170 00:16:18,440 --> 00:16:20,360 A few nights, a week. 171 00:16:21,520 --> 00:16:23,280 Has he been here? 172 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:25,680 Well, he said you kicked him out. 173 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:27,280 Excuse me? 174 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:29,000 Can we scale this back...? 175 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:32,120 He was at this party after prom and he said you kicked him out. 176 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:34,760 Well, he's lying. Of course I didn't kick him out. 177 00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:37,600 Can you just lower your voice? Of course I didn't kick him out! 178 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:42,280 So, do you have, erm, much support, Noam? 179 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:44,280 Wow. Big question. I know. 180 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:48,000 Erm, yeah, I've got a partner, and he's... 181 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:53,360 I mean, it's... It's been difficult, yeah, 182 00:16:53,360 --> 00:16:56,520 because, erm, very quickly he made it about my mental health, 183 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:59,240 which, erm, has been quite tough. 184 00:17:00,240 --> 00:17:01,920 Yes, I know. 185 00:17:02,920 --> 00:17:07,040 I think that's...honestly something that pretty much everyone has felt. 186 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:11,440 It's really difficult. 187 00:17:12,440 --> 00:17:14,280 I mean, my husband and daughter, 188 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:17,760 they were so quick to dismiss it as stress or a breakdown. 189 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:21,080 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, I get it, you know? 190 00:17:22,080 --> 00:17:23,520 But do you, though? 191 00:17:24,520 --> 00:17:26,680 And if he's lying, then... 192 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:29,520 Well, if he's not here, then he's at that group, and... 193 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:32,120 Dad! Yeah, look, we'll just wait here, 194 00:17:32,120 --> 00:17:35,120 they'll finish up and then we can all just have a discussion. No! 195 00:17:35,120 --> 00:17:36,800 Thank you for your time. 196 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:40,400 Fuck. 197 00:17:40,400 --> 00:17:44,040 NOAM: Erm, so, husband and daughter, was it? Mm-hm. 198 00:17:44,040 --> 00:17:46,040 Yes. Ashley. 199 00:17:46,040 --> 00:17:48,680 She's 17. 17?! Mm. 200 00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:51,440 My God, the babies were having babies. 201 00:17:51,440 --> 00:17:52,920 Yeah. 202 00:17:56,040 --> 00:17:57,680 Are they, erm... 203 00:18:01,520 --> 00:18:03,120 ..you know? 204 00:18:03,120 --> 00:18:05,040 Mm-mm. No. 205 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:06,520 They... 206 00:18:07,520 --> 00:18:09,280 They left. 207 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:17,280 But... 208 00:18:18,760 --> 00:18:21,080 ..I'm so grateful for this community. 209 00:18:22,040 --> 00:18:23,520 Really. 210 00:18:25,520 --> 00:18:27,920 Because it's been fucking hard... 211 00:18:27,920 --> 00:18:30,280 ..and I've not known what to do 212 00:18:30,280 --> 00:18:34,040 or how to actually take care of myself. 213 00:18:39,520 --> 00:18:41,520 This is the right place. 214 00:18:42,520 --> 00:18:44,440 These are the people. 215 00:18:47,040 --> 00:18:50,280 Anyway, I'm... I'm really happy that you're here. 216 00:18:50,280 --> 00:18:51,840 Thank you. 217 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:03,280 I know she's in there, Ashley... Yeah, well, I'm going. 218 00:19:03,280 --> 00:19:06,360 I don't think there's anything to be gained by... Ashley! 219 00:19:06,360 --> 00:19:08,040 CAR DOOR SLAMS 220 00:19:17,400 --> 00:19:19,840 Yeah, this morning we had a really lovely session... 221 00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:21,520 Did you try the grapefruit? 222 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:23,280 Why is Ashley here? 223 00:19:23,280 --> 00:19:24,520 Huh? 224 00:19:24,520 --> 00:19:26,680 It's Claire's daughter. She's outside. 225 00:19:26,680 --> 00:19:29,760 She's with someone - a woman I don't recognise. 226 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:34,040 Oh, shit. 227 00:19:41,520 --> 00:19:43,040 DOORBELL 228 00:19:43,040 --> 00:19:46,000 I mean, she's obviously just concerned about you, you know? 229 00:19:46,000 --> 00:19:49,400 She wants to section me. That's disgraceful. It's OK. 230 00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:51,520 Look, that's not going to happen, is it? 231 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:54,680 Like, she's not going to be able to do that. You'd be surprised. 232 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:56,680 No, no, she won't listen to me. 233 00:19:56,680 --> 00:19:58,840 It's all right. We support you, Kyle. 234 00:19:58,840 --> 00:20:00,320 I'm so sorry. 235 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:02,520 We want this, OK? Let me go to them. 236 00:20:02,520 --> 00:20:05,680 With your permission, Claire and Kyle... 237 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:09,240 ..I'd like to ask them to leave. 238 00:20:09,240 --> 00:20:11,280 I don't know that that's... 239 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:14,360 OK. 240 00:20:15,360 --> 00:20:17,040 Yeah... Well, yeah. 241 00:20:17,040 --> 00:20:20,280 Yeah, sure. OK, thank you. Yes. 242 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:29,600 Hey, it's going to be OK. 243 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:31,520 It's not... Hey. 244 00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:36,280 Hello. Is he in there? 245 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:37,920 Mrs Francis. 246 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:39,920 Paul. 247 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,280 I am Omar and this is Jo. 248 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:46,200 I don't give a shit who you are. Just give me my son back. 249 00:20:46,200 --> 00:20:48,760 We don't have your son to give. Are you for real? 250 00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:51,080 Can you just... Can you just ask Kyle to come out? 251 00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:54,040 Oh, Kyle doesn't want to come out. Neither does Claire. 252 00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:56,040 They asked that we come out instead. 253 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:59,120 OK, well... Sorry, is it money? Sex? 254 00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:04,640 We just want to be left in peace to listen together. OK, bullshit. 255 00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:07,760 You enjoy vulnerable people needing you. It's just ego, power... 256 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,320 What's inside there is a supportive, loving family. 257 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:11,840 Fuck off. 258 00:21:11,840 --> 00:21:13,800 The people you love are loved. 259 00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:16,760 Why is it so hard... OK. ..for you to... 260 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:21,080 Hi. Erm, police, please. Thank you. Yeah. 261 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,360 Hold on a sec. I'm not sure. Sorry, what's the address? 262 00:21:25,360 --> 00:21:28,160 I'd like you to leave our property now, please. 263 00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:29,840 12 Meridian Drive. Yeah. 264 00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:32,760 I really don't think we need to do this. No, it's my son. 265 00:21:32,760 --> 00:21:37,520 My son is being held by a group of, I don't know, erm, like a cult or... 266 00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:39,520 OK. He's 17 and he's in... 267 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:42,800 They're all much older than him... Let's go. ..and he's vulnerable. 268 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:46,040 My name is Siobhan Francis. My son's name is Kyle... 269 00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:49,040 HUMMING 270 00:21:56,520 --> 00:21:58,120 This is... 271 00:21:59,120 --> 00:22:00,680 It's OK. 272 00:22:01,680 --> 00:22:04,280 Maybe we should just send him out. 273 00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:07,520 Everyone in there is here by choice, Omar. 274 00:22:07,520 --> 00:22:10,040 I know. We're not doing anything wrong. 275 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:12,520 Claire... 276 00:22:13,520 --> 00:22:17,760 ..I'd like you to call them and ask them to leave, please. 277 00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:32,320 Ashley? Hey. Are you OK? 278 00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:36,040 This wasn't me, OK? But she keeps saying that they have her son 279 00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:39,200 and just can you... Can you please... Can you make this stop? 280 00:22:39,200 --> 00:22:42,040 No, we don't have him. We're not holding him captive. 281 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:43,760 Jesus Christ. 282 00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:46,040 Why did you even bring her here? 283 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:48,680 I didn't. It wasn't like that. I just... 284 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:50,280 OK. 285 00:22:50,280 --> 00:22:52,360 Can you put Dad on, please? 286 00:22:54,040 --> 00:22:56,120 Well, do you love him? 287 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:00,680 Do you still love him? Do you love Dad? 288 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:03,280 Yes. 289 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:07,360 And what about me? Oh, of course I do. 290 00:23:07,360 --> 00:23:10,760 Well, then, come out now with Kyle and we can all go home. 291 00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:14,280 He doesn't want to come out and neither do I. 292 00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:17,760 Look, you're the ones that can stop this. 293 00:23:17,760 --> 00:23:19,840 You can just walk away and go home. 294 00:23:19,840 --> 00:23:21,200 Mum, 295 00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:24,520 you have locked yourself in a house with a bunch of fucking lunatics! 296 00:23:24,520 --> 00:23:27,920 They're not lunatics, Ashley. They're here for me. 297 00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:30,840 We're here for you. We're literally fucking here! 298 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:34,200 They listen to me and they support me like a family. 299 00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:36,880 I'm your family. Dad is your fucking family. 300 00:23:36,880 --> 00:23:38,680 I felt something. 301 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,280 I have... 302 00:23:42,520 --> 00:23:44,360 I have... 303 00:23:44,360 --> 00:23:46,920 ..felt a wholeness, 304 00:23:46,920 --> 00:23:51,040 a connectedness beyond anything imaginable. 305 00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:54,120 Beyond ecstasy or pleasure. 306 00:23:54,120 --> 00:23:56,920 Ecstasy or pleasure?! And the work that we are doing... 307 00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:58,680 What is she saying? 308 00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:01,520 What is she say...? 309 00:24:21,040 --> 00:24:24,520 I don't understand why we can't just, you know, go out there and... 310 00:24:24,520 --> 00:24:26,360 Absolutely not. Agreed. 311 00:24:27,360 --> 00:24:29,840 I mean, they're obviously just worried, you know, 312 00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,000 and if we continue to barricade ourselves... 313 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:33,680 No-one's barricading. 314 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:36,960 You know, they've called the police and, you know... Precisely. 315 00:24:37,960 --> 00:24:40,520 They're the ones fucking escalating. Yeah. 316 00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:44,040 Kyle? 317 00:24:45,760 --> 00:24:47,760 That's your mum. 318 00:24:47,760 --> 00:24:50,280 She just wants to know that you're OK. 319 00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:56,760 For weeks I have been trying to convince her... 320 00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:01,280 ..that I am, in fact, fucking OK. 321 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:03,840 But she doesn't listen to me. 322 00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:09,040 And instead she tries to medicate me and hospitalise me 323 00:25:09,040 --> 00:25:11,520 and she calls the fucking police. 324 00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:16,520 Does that seem like logic you can reason with? 325 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:21,920 Claire? 326 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:25,520 Claire, that's your kid. 327 00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:29,520 Yeah. 328 00:25:31,760 --> 00:25:33,280 Yeah. 329 00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:38,040 Yeah, and I want what's best for her. 330 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:45,760 She's not out there on her own, Noam. She's with her father. 331 00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:52,520 No, this... This is something that I need. 332 00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:55,440 And I truly believe that I need this 333 00:25:55,440 --> 00:25:57,840 in order to be the best version of myself. 334 00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:02,280 But because it isn't... 335 00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:05,040 ..exactly what they want me to be... 336 00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:09,360 ..because for the first time in a... 337 00:26:10,520 --> 00:26:12,760 ..in a really fucking long time 338 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:18,040 I'm not putting them and their needs above mine, well... 339 00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:21,280 Well, then, that's a problem. 340 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,760 Because I want something, 341 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:26,520 then they call the police to the door. 342 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,520 SHE SCOFFS 343 00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:37,040 No. 344 00:26:39,040 --> 00:26:41,040 Walking out of here... 345 00:26:42,040 --> 00:26:43,920 ..into their fear... 346 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:47,760 ..and their projection and... 347 00:26:49,280 --> 00:26:53,360 ..their confusion and panic and... 348 00:26:53,360 --> 00:26:55,520 ..theft and... 349 00:26:56,520 --> 00:26:58,760 ..closed-mindedness... 350 00:27:00,520 --> 00:27:05,040 ..that steals clarity and conviction from us. 351 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:10,520 No. 352 00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:17,520 No, this will not end the way that you think it will 353 00:27:17,520 --> 00:27:20,280 if we just walk out of here. 354 00:27:30,120 --> 00:27:32,040 POLICE RADIO CHATTER 355 00:27:35,280 --> 00:27:37,040 Nice. 356 00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:39,520 OK, we've got Siobhan Francis - mum. 357 00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:44,680 Says her son Kyle is in this address being held by, and I quote, a cult. 358 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,120 Cult? 359 00:27:47,360 --> 00:27:50,280 Not had anything on the address. Kid is 17. 360 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:53,680 Mum says he's vulnerable, history of mental health. 361 00:27:55,600 --> 00:27:57,920 The eight of us are peacefully gathering 362 00:27:57,920 --> 00:27:59,920 in this residence by choice. 363 00:27:59,920 --> 00:28:02,280 Please respect our privacy. 364 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:04,360 Thank you. 365 00:28:05,360 --> 00:28:07,360 We want to de-escalate, Damian. 366 00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:10,040 And they're in there because they can hear a noise? 367 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:11,840 A hum, they call it. A hum. 368 00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,520 Why are we specifying a number? 369 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:15,840 Yeah. It makes us sound like trapped miners. 370 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:18,760 It's your wife that's in there as well, is it, sir? Yeah. Claire. 371 00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,480 Any reason to believe she's not in there of her own free will? 372 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:24,440 I mean, she's an enthusiastic participant, but she's not... 373 00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,760 Is Kyle under any medication, Mrs Francis, 374 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:28,760 or under any kind of hospital care? 375 00:28:28,760 --> 00:28:31,280 No, but he has been in the past. 376 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:34,360 Omar, the leader or whatever, he's been in trouble before. 377 00:28:34,360 --> 00:28:37,920 He was fired for basically running a cult in his university. 378 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:40,000 His real name is Oscar Barrett. 379 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:42,040 We'll take it from here. 380 00:28:47,560 --> 00:28:49,280 DOORBELL 381 00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:55,920 DOORBELL 382 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,040 DOORBELL 383 00:29:01,040 --> 00:29:03,040 So, erm... 384 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:08,840 ..I'm going to go. No. What do you mean, "No"? 385 00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:12,280 Look, I know this is really fucking stressful. Yeah, no shit, Claire. 386 00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:14,600 It's extraordinary for all of us. 387 00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:16,520 INTENSE HUMMING 388 00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:19,520 But I really believe that this is the right... 389 00:29:19,520 --> 00:29:23,040 ..the right place for you and for all of us, right? 390 00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:26,040 Yes? Look, I know you're having your moment and whatever, 391 00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:29,040 and I really hope that everyone's going to be all all right and that, 392 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:31,440 but I'm not going to sit in here... Can we regroup? 393 00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:34,440 ..whilst the police are outside, because that's just fucking wild! 394 00:29:34,440 --> 00:29:37,200 I don't want to fucking regroup! Get your fucking hands off me! 395 00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:39,160 I don't want to be touched, all right? 396 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:41,520 I think we should get that. No, we shouldn't get that. 397 00:29:41,520 --> 00:29:44,200 I just want to fucking leave. You seem upset, sweetheart. 398 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:46,960 Just try and keep calm. I am calm! You don't seem calm. 399 00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:49,120 Well, it's just because I've said I want to go. 400 00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:52,480 Please, just all agree to stay until they've left. Please. Is that a gun? 401 00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:55,040 DOORBELL Have you got a fucking gun? 402 00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:57,920 Damian? Just calm down. Calm down. Damian, why do you have a... 403 00:29:57,920 --> 00:30:00,120 Why do you have a gun? It's locked and it's fine. 404 00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:02,640 It is not fine. Oh, so there is a gun. 405 00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:05,440 There's a fucking gun. No! No, wait, wait, wait, wait. 406 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:08,040 You don't know what you're doing. Oh, my God! 407 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:09,760 Get off of me! 408 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:12,520 I said get the fuck off of me! 409 00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:15,280 All right! I don't want to be fucking touched! OK. 410 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:17,040 Fucking go, then! 411 00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:21,040 We didn't mean that. No, you fucking did. Fuck off! 412 00:30:24,520 --> 00:30:26,280 We're a fucking family. Fuck off! 413 00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:30,040 We're a family. Fucking family! Fuck you. Yeah, you fucking... 414 00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,760 Oh, look. Sir, are you OK, sir? 415 00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,760 Please, just leave me alone. Please. Is Kyle OK? 416 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:39,040 None... None of them are OK because they've all lost the fucking plot. 417 00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,640 What do you mean? Is Kyle OK? Please. 418 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:44,520 Erm, there's a bloke in there and he's, like... 419 00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:47,920 Like, he pushed me to the floor. He's got a fucking gun. 420 00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:51,120 Kyle! I need to speak to my wife. 421 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:53,640 How the fuck did I get caught up in this shit?! 422 00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:57,760 Yeah, I know that. 423 00:30:58,760 --> 00:31:00,520 I know that, Tom. 424 00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:02,760 No, I am listening. 425 00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:18,360 I can't quite... 426 00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:22,040 No, I'm fine. I don't want to come out. 427 00:31:30,040 --> 00:31:31,760 What do we do? 428 00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:48,760 Sorry to call. 429 00:31:49,760 --> 00:31:51,440 I love you, too. 430 00:31:52,440 --> 00:31:54,040 I'm so sorry. 431 00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:00,520 I'm really, really sorry. 432 00:32:06,040 --> 00:32:07,680 It's my son. 433 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,280 Aaron. He's... 434 00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,680 ..the only thing that's been keeping me going. 435 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:21,040 This is for him. 436 00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:27,040 Cos this makes me feel like I can protect him. 437 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:32,680 When everything else is so fucking out of control, 438 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:35,520 that at least...he's safe. 439 00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:41,680 That's the only thing I can do. 440 00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:44,800 I'm so sorry. 441 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:49,040 Claire and Kyle... 442 00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:53,320 ..they've made a very brave decision today, 443 00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:55,120 choosing us, 444 00:32:55,120 --> 00:32:56,760 and... 445 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:01,520 ..we all have chosen one another. 446 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:06,520 And that's beautiful. 447 00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:11,360 I am so proud of us. 448 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,760 This is family. That's all we have. 449 00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,360 Fuck! 450 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:31,680 HUMMING 451 00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:34,960 Soon we will all have to walk out of here. 452 00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:40,840 And we may never... 453 00:33:43,040 --> 00:33:45,120 ..be able to gather again. 454 00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:50,760 I feel I've let you down. 455 00:33:55,280 --> 00:33:56,760 But... 456 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:59,760 ..there is one more thing... 457 00:34:01,760 --> 00:34:03,680 ..that we could do... 458 00:34:04,680 --> 00:34:06,760 ..and that we should do. 459 00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:09,720 HUMMING 460 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:15,920 We listen. 461 00:34:15,920 --> 00:34:22,520 ALL: Hmmmmmmmmmmm... 462 00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:29,040 ..mmmmmmmmmmmm... CLAIRE INHALES 463 00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:33,520 ..mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Aaaaaaaaaaah... 464 00:34:33,520 --> 00:34:39,040 ALL: Aaaaaaaaaaaa... 465 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:43,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaaa... 466 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:47,520 ..aaaaaaaaaaaa... Ah! Aaah! Ah! 467 00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:52,520 ..aaaaaaaaaaaa... 468 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:56,760 ..aaaaaaaaaaaa... KYLE PANTS 469 00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:01,040 ..aaaaaaaaaaaah... 470 00:35:01,040 --> 00:35:03,040 Radios! Ah! 471 00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,520 Voices! SHE LAUGHS 472 00:35:05,520 --> 00:35:07,520 PANTING, GRUNTING 473 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:10,520 JO MIMICS CRYING 474 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:15,280 Your breath, your breath, your breath. 475 00:35:15,280 --> 00:35:17,520 Let it move through you! 476 00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:20,040 Let it move through you! SCREAMS 477 00:35:20,040 --> 00:35:23,520 Let it replace you. Let it replace you. 478 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,040 Let it move! 479 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,040 Move! 480 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,280 Atom by atom! 481 00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:34,400 Go deeper! Go deeper! 482 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:43,040 HUMMING, GROANS 483 00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:49,520 Go deeper! 484 00:35:52,000 --> 00:35:54,240 MANIC LAUGHTER 485 00:35:54,240 --> 00:35:56,040 HUMMING BUILDS, SCREAMS 486 00:35:58,040 --> 00:35:59,760 Go deeper! 487 00:36:02,520 --> 00:36:04,520 MANIC SCREAMS 488 00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:07,280 Go deeper! 489 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:16,760 MUFFLED: When I was a girl I was happy. 490 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:20,040 INTENSE HUMMING 491 00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:25,960 When I was a girl I was happy. 492 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:28,040 CLAIRE PANTS 493 00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:31,040 HUMMING BUILDS 494 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:39,040 SCREAMING, CHANTING 495 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,280 MUFFLED SCREAMS, GROANS 496 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:51,280 CLAIRE GASPS 497 00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:56,040 HUMMING BUILDS, GASPING 498 00:36:58,240 --> 00:37:00,280 SHE CHOKES 499 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:07,520 Aaaargh! 500 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,520 SHE GASPS AND SCREAMS 501 00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:14,880 ECHOING: I couldn't imagine how my life could unravel so... 502 00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:17,680 I couldn't imagine how my life could unravel so completely. 503 00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:19,800 Such a barely perceptible sound. So small. 504 00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:22,720 I couldn't imagine how my life could unravel so completely. 505 00:37:22,720 --> 00:37:25,040 When I was a girl I was happy. 506 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:28,520 I used to look at my mother and wonder... 507 00:37:29,520 --> 00:37:31,960 .."Why aren't you happy?" 508 00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:36,520 I used to watch her making dinner. 509 00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:40,040 Making lasagnes and pies. 510 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:45,760 Roasting things - roasting joints and birds and legs of animals. 511 00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:51,520 And I'd look at her face in the mirror when she brushed my hair. 512 00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:56,040 Or when she taught me how to brush my teeth. 513 00:37:57,760 --> 00:38:02,040 And I'd look at her face when she tied my shoelaces and... 514 00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:06,280 ..I used to think... 515 00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:09,760 ..you made a decision to be sad. 516 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:15,040 You made a decision to live a small life. 517 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,680 And I will never let that happen to me. 518 00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:25,680 And when I had my baby... 519 00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,040 ..my girl, my daughter... 520 00:38:32,280 --> 00:38:34,760 ..well, the universe expanded. 521 00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,920 It felt ginormous. 522 00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:42,280 Everything grew around her. 523 00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:44,360 It wasn't what I'd feared. 524 00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:47,760 It wasn't that motherhood compressed, it was the opposite. 525 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:54,520 And she forced me, from when she was three seconds old, 526 00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:59,520 she insisted me into a space where I chose to be happy. 527 00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:04,040 I loved my job, 528 00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:06,680 I love my husband, I love my friends, 529 00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:09,520 I love its simplicity, I... 530 00:39:09,520 --> 00:39:13,040 Life looks small but it feels huge. 531 00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,720 It does. It did... It did. 532 00:39:20,040 --> 00:39:21,680 It did. 533 00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:26,040 But then... 534 00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:28,520 ..now... 535 00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:31,680 ..since and now... 536 00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:41,520 ..how can you go back when you've seen it all... 537 00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:46,040 ..when you know? 538 00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:51,520 HUMMING 539 00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:03,040 ECHOING: Claire? Claire. Claire. 540 00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:06,040 Come back. Listen to my voice. 541 00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:09,040 Hold on to my voice. Claire, it's OK. Claire, I'm here. 542 00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:11,760 I'm here, I'm here. Keep talking. Hold her. OK. 543 00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:13,920 Sorry. It's OK, it's OK. 544 00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:16,840 Come back. Listen to my voice. 545 00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:18,760 Hold on to my voice. 546 00:40:18,760 --> 00:40:20,760 CLAIRE SCREAMS 547 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:29,960 Go! 548 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:32,760 Aaaargh! 549 00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:36,520 CLAIRE PANTS 550 00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:40,280 EUPHORIC LAUGHTER, GASPS 551 00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,880 Armed police! Armed police! 552 00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:49,400 Hey, Claire, listen, it's me, it's me. I'm here, I'm here. 553 00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:51,920 It's everything, it's all of it, and it's... 554 00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:54,440 ..and it's right here, you just need to see them. 555 00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:03,880 Armed police! 556 00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:07,280 Put the gun down! Put the gun down! GUNSHOTS 557 00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:09,360 SCREAMS 558 00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:27,680 JO SOBS No! 559 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:30,520 CLAIRE SOBS 560 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:35,040 SHE LAUGHS 561 00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:00,040 I'm so sorry. 562 00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:15,760 Hey. 563 00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:20,760 POLICE RADIO CHATTER 564 00:43:50,720 --> 00:43:54,680 I used to hope that I'd step into the road. 565 00:43:57,280 --> 00:43:59,040 I think I just... 566 00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:04,800 The thing that scares me now... 567 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:10,040 ..is I know I'm supposed to want the... 568 00:44:11,280 --> 00:44:15,480 ..peaceful, quiet, healthy, 569 00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:20,280 functional version of my life, but... 570 00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:24,840 ..I don't. 571 00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:27,760 I really don't. 572 00:44:29,080 --> 00:44:33,160 I miss that feeling of... 573 00:44:33,160 --> 00:44:36,080 ..when it was just about... 574 00:44:36,080 --> 00:44:37,480 ..to tip into chaos. 575 00:44:48,320 --> 00:44:49,360 Claire? 576 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:11,200 Well... 577 00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:14,280 ..when I was a girl, I was happy. 578 00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:17,120 Erm... 579 00:45:18,240 --> 00:45:23,960 I used to look at my mother and wonder, "Why aren't you happy?" 580 00:45:35,280 --> 00:45:38,040 The report came back from the council. 581 00:45:41,120 --> 00:45:44,840 They say it was a compressor station. 582 00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:49,400 Part of, like, a natural gas pipeline. 583 00:45:54,880 --> 00:46:00,680 And it was making these low-frequency vibrations. 584 00:46:04,080 --> 00:46:05,840 Apparently. SHE SCOFFS 585 00:46:08,080 --> 00:46:10,680 OK. Well... 586 00:46:16,800 --> 00:46:18,400 How's Ashley? 587 00:46:21,560 --> 00:46:22,600 Erm... 588 00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:25,920 I think it's going to be hard. 589 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,120 Erm... She, erm... 590 00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:34,480 Er, she didn't go to the funeral. 591 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:36,960 She's struggling. 592 00:46:46,360 --> 00:46:48,360 SHE BREATHES SHAKILY 593 00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:08,280 Thank you. 594 00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:48,200 DOOR CLOSES 595 00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:24,080 So, have you spoken to anyone from the group? 596 00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:26,320 No. 597 00:48:28,240 --> 00:48:30,360 I'm not going to, either. 598 00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:33,080 What, so you've just stopped hearing it? It's gone? 599 00:48:33,080 --> 00:48:34,400 Ashley. 600 00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:35,440 It's fine. 601 00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:40,240 Mm-hm. 602 00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:44,360 So it was a gas pipe? 603 00:48:48,120 --> 00:48:49,440 It looks that way. 604 00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:52,520 It's what the city report says. 605 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,360 A gas pipe. 606 00:48:57,360 --> 00:48:59,560 Someone's going to sue them. 607 00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:01,920 I bet those people that came over that time will. 608 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:03,960 You know, that doctor. 609 00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:05,000 Maybe. 610 00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:10,160 I'm sure they feel very vindicated. 611 00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:11,360 They were right. 612 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:20,560 It's over. 613 00:49:52,400 --> 00:49:53,760 ALARM CLOCK BEEPS 614 00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:56,000 Temperatures around about 12 to 14 degrees. 615 00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,800 Tomorrow is probably the best day of the week. 616 00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:01,760 Temperatures 19 degrees. Looks quite nice, actually, tomorrow. 617 00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:02,800 Plenty of sunshine. 618 00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:04,720 Then you get into bank holiday Monday... ALARM STOPS 619 00:50:04,720 --> 00:50:08,640 ..and it's a mixture of sunshine and showers, dry in parts. 620 00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:11,520 Into next week, by the way, it's quite decent. 621 00:50:11,520 --> 00:50:14,960 By Friday, we're talking 21 degrees. 622 00:50:14,960 --> 00:50:16,000 Very nice. 623 00:50:16,000 --> 00:50:18,920 Just because of that, just to let you know there are road closures 624 00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:21,720 from around 11 o'clock to 5 today. 625 00:50:21,720 --> 00:50:24,000 It's expected to cause some delays on roads 626 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:25,800 around Knutsford town centre. 627 00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:30,640 The main road there is closed, but it's always an amazing day, that. 628 00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:32,640 If you're looking for something to do today, 629 00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:33,920 get there nice and early. 630 00:50:33,920 --> 00:50:36,240 You might need to park just outside the town centre, 631 00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:41,040 but then if you head in, there are road closures in Knutsford... 632 00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:43,800 Right, great story on the BBC website today, 633 00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:47,200 which is about interviews or scenarios when people 634 00:50:47,200 --> 00:50:50,600 have been interviewed for jobs, and they talk about one particular 635 00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:53,480 person who said that they had a bizarre experience 636 00:50:53,480 --> 00:50:56,280 when applying for a student ambassador job for a new... 637 00:50:57,880 --> 00:50:59,240 BRUSHES TEETH 638 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:05,120 RADIO CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY 639 00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:39,320 BIRDSONG 640 00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:02,360 HUMMING 641 00:53:16,800 --> 00:53:21,160 HUMMING BUILDS 642 00:53:58,760 --> 00:54:01,640 HUMMING INTENSIFIES 643 00:54:07,000 --> 00:54:09,440 ECHOING THUMP 644 00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:17,480 What's the most beautiful sound you've ever heard? 645 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:23,080 A lawnmower. 646 00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:30,560 When I was a boy, I'd lie in the grass at my grandma's, 647 00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:33,400 listening to the sound of her neighbour cutting his lawn 648 00:54:33,400 --> 00:54:34,560 in the distance. 649 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:38,640 I remember feeling like time was limitless. 650 00:54:41,120 --> 00:54:43,040 It was like the sound of eternity. 651 00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:52,520 HUMMING CONTINUES 652 00:55:33,240 --> 00:55:35,280 DISTANT WHIRRING